a letter to my cousin R.I.P

that five year mark got here fast.. hell everytime i close my eyes i can still hear yu say “wassup lil cuz, stayin out of trouble?” and i would always say yes knowing good and damn well i wasnt. it seems like it was just yesterday when my mama told me that yu had passed away.. just thinking abt it brings tears to my eyes but im not gonna let it get me down cause thats not what yu want.. everysince yu have been gone things have gone good, i finally got my ears pierced like i was supposed to do along time ago and im finally about to graduate JUNE 1st thank God! i wish yu could be here to see it but i know that ur lookin down on me sayin “good job lil cuz” so its all good.. while im writing this i just wanna say thank yu for being a role model to me and for always being there for me when i wanted to play ball or something. i miss yu cuz and i love yu

p.s hold everything down up there in heaven until i get there love ya man RIP